Change is here

So I believe the trip to Ohio did some good. I have the almost awkward sense of calmness. Usually, I am stressing over stuff I cannot change; but I just do not care anymore. I do not believe this lack of care is a bad thing, but I have grown so accustom to caring about menial things that it just feels awkward.
Right now, I feel my main focus is making my family happy. They are the reason I get up in the morning and work so very hard to help make there dreams come true. I have also realized they have done the same for me.
If it was not for Aaron, I would not be able to stay home and play with my little angel or have the beautiful home we have. He works day in and day out to make sure we never have to go without. He is the man I prayed to marry, and I thank God everyday for bringing such a loving and giving man into my life.
If is was not for our beautiful gift Leah, I do not feel my heart would be a complete piece. It sounds corny, but man! I do love waking up to those big blue eyes peeping over that crib. She is the reason I strive so hard to help make our happy little life together.
God has blessed me so incredibly much, and I believe if I just let him handle all the petty stuff, I will be okay. No one and nothing but God and my family can have my happiness anymore. I have one life, and it is about time I truly start enjoying it.